the scariest thing is that it never really went away.
there are some days that i wake up and i can still feel it. not as bad as back then, never, but the weight is there.
drained.
dull.
my brain has never been as clear and cruel as it was then.
it's scary.
i can't be that again, but it's there and it never goes away. it's just waiting.
sometimes i wish i could just forget that it had ever happened.
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